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[Dec. 21st, 2006|07:48 pm] |
Okay, first of all: I was once called "SNAKEPEOPLE" but I got nervous and disappeared. Now I am here. I am trying to add people I had added before, but I have a terrible memory sometimes.
I got my hairs cut today after something like eight months of nothing but growth. It feels good to do away with dead ends, but new shorter bangs always make me feel a bit uneasy. So much face! I have been having trouble with my "looks" lately anyway. It is a small worry, I know. I have gained about 30 pounds so far during this pregnancy and about 30 stretch marks as well. They are mostly on the back of me which is good, I suppose, since I don't see it much at all! They will fade and I will have a lovely, little son, so what does it really matter?
I want to write him letters. His name will be Odin, by the way. We have not decided on a middle name. I have never had to use my middle name, so I feel a bit indifferent about it. Oh, but those letters! Yes, I wish I could properly tell him the story of how he came to be and what I am thinking and just everything. I would not let him read it until he was at least 20 though because I am not sure if he would appreciate it all. Maybe he won't even at 20-something! Ah, fears fears fears. That is what it is all about: being scared and excited at the same time! It is also about being very hungry and a bit grumpy. Oh and achy feet and knees!
I feel like I should reveal some secrets or at least add something painfully interesting, but maybe later. |
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